thought alot. suddenly remembered Rush.. i think, ya he dont care anymore. he changed alot. how i wish he'll be back like th past. lol. i still remember there wa once, we slacked under some block. smoked like some Young punks. but i dont lik smoking actually. we chatted, and talked alot. i knew i'll lose alot of friends if i carry on, tattoos and stuffs. told him everything, and he encoraged me alot. hai. he was so nice. he told me something, i'll never forget. idk why am i posting here, he wont be able to read this anyway. idk why, why am i always thinking th negative way. irdk. i miss th past so much..
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